I don't know what to do, I'm lost. TT

The hospital called to inform that my grandfather is dying.
What am I supposed to do without him? He's my friend, my accomplice. Who will I team up with to fool people if he's gone? Who's going to tell me ridiculous jokes that don't make anyone laugh but me? Who am I going to bicker with about the silliest things in the world? Who's going to bite my "pig's ears" off?

I don't know what to do. I feel so helpless.

Right now I'm waiting for my aunt and godmother to get here, so we can all leave to visit him. It's a 1:30 hour drive. I can't help but think we might get there too late. Why aren't they here already.

Maybe it's for the best. He's suffered a lot. Maybe he deserves his peace. But I don't want to let him go.

Grand-papa, je t'aime.

This is like... the sexiest music video ever made. Jaejoong rubbing against that wall? Major turn-on. Junsu's charismatic gaze? MAJOR turn-on.
I have to say though, Chun looks sick, in the literal sense of of the word. He looks like he's been starving for weeks in a basement, not setting one foot out in the sunlight. But somehow, he still manages to look sexy... I'm confused.
Min. Aaaah, Min~ So soulful and cool. *swoon*
And Yunho, the narcissist xD lmao Stop checking yourself out ! We know you're hot!

Although I find this video so indescribably adorable and cute, I still think this could have been the biggest mistake in their entire career, if it had backfired. Seriously, 5 guys in their twenties, dressed up in fluffy animal costumes and acting goofy in front of a camera? My brother -the eternal representative of anyone who isn't a DBSK fan- couldn't express it better: "Are you kidding me? *blink blink*"

But kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaah~ They're just SO DAMN CUTE ! KAWAII~♥
For me -and I'm sure for many others also- this is where Junsu's real aegyo potential was revealed. *lmmmfff#!lkd@*
I just want to pinch those cheeks ! ! !

I wanted to write some kind of review to this, but I'm out of time right now. Anyway, the really important thing is for you to sit back, relax, and let their beautiful voices take you to another world. This is talent.

EDIT
I'm back from work, review under the video! ^^

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I read some comments about the latest news, and I'm truly disappointed in some people. They asked us to keep believing, and many have already given up, or are about to. Please reconsider. They need every single one of us, now more than ever.

To remind myself and others to keep the faith, I'll post one MV/PV every day.

This post, because Cassies are awesome...

♥ Letter #1: Our Six Years

Yesterday, 3:13PM, my 1Tb LaCie Hard Drive fell to the floor.
From what I've been told so far, all data is pretty much unreachable.
Please God, send me someone who can fix it. Please.
I think I'm going depressive. Hard.

What I lost:

• My WHOLE DBSK folder (all performances ever, all DVD rips, all music, all MV's & PVs, my whole picture collection,...EVERYTHING)
• My software folder (Photoshop CS4, Rosetta Stone,...)
• My ENTIRE music folder (over 50Gb)
• My WHOLE DBSK folder
• All my images
• All my .psd files
• English movies
• French movies
• Korean movies
• My WHOLE DBSK folder
• Korean dramas
• Korean variety shows
• More than 200 music videos
• And... My WHOLE DBSK folder

That's it, I'm in a full-blown depression. Someone save me X_X

Hwanhee's back, and sexier than ever. I couldn't let this pass.
Be warned, the original was kinda LQ-ish, so the edges aren't really smooth.
I didn't do that much, just added some effects here and there, but I'm happy with the result.

Before Get it

After HERE

It's huge... cause I made it for my laptop, and my resolution is set 1440*900 so yeah. It fits perfectly if you "stretch" it to a 1280*800 resolution though.

Do not fret my dearies, I'm really doing fine now.
I've yelled at shared my ideas on some things with a few people, and I was able to blow some steam. Things turned out exactly how I imagined they would. People walking away. This shouldn't be considered a good thing, but strangely, I feel so relieved now. I feel much better.

Now, on to more important matters.

I'M GOING TO LONDON ! From Oct. 30th til Nov.1st. Not very long, I know, but I'm excited nonetheless! Why? Because I'll be visiting my BFF with my other BFF xD
BFF #1 is in London for her studies =) And BFF #2 is awesometastic for planning this whole thing!
And you know what's getting me even more excited ??????!!!!! I managed to convince them to go to a KOREAN restaurant!!! *hi5 to myself*
(because there aren't any here in Belgium)

So so so... I've already found the perfect place! And the perfect menu! We'll be eating the Asadal Special Set ! OMG I can't wait.
I'll take LOTS of pics ^__________^